Nebulusoity Persists

It's a strange counting down, the days of the year and the days of my mother's life. I don't remember what I did today other than stay inside in the after-snow cold (looks like we got about 4 and a half inches) and do various indoor activities like catching up on my checkbook, reading, watching TV, and waiting for the thaw. It's supposed to be rainy but less cold tomorrow (I think the rain has started already), and it being a weekday that will set things in motion for us again, but for now it's enforced inactivity and contemplation.